Have I taken myself for granted? When was the last time, I did something to make myself happy. Why am I always filled with guilt when I fulfill my wishes? Life always gives you options and your choice depends on your priorities. Why was I never a priority for anyone, even for myself? I have never really thought about it. But after all these years I feel empty and lonely. Its like I have given my soul to my relationships and now I am all desolated. Its all my fault. I never broke down before anybody and now no one expects me too. Some people become more weak when I break down and some display wrath at my helpless situation. I have no one who would hug me and say that no matter how things end , I need to be happy. I have always prioritized relations and their needs. I have come a long way trying to make everyone happy. Yet I feel futile and long for the things I left behind. I long for the "Old me" more than anything else. I feel I have nothing original left in me. I am ...
Hello People "The log in 'log kya kahenge'", The purpose of creating this blog is not to support any gender or community or party. I wanted to discuss my views on some unconventional views and "soch". So here's my first blog. When I created this blog, the first reaction I got was a skeptic look with the question "HINDI?". This gave me the first topic of my blog "Yahi soch toh badalni hai". "ENGLISH" or "ANGREZI". If u ask "GOOGLE" about this it gives you this: "English is a West Germanic language that was first spoken in early medieval England and is now a global lingua franca , where "lingua franca mean bridge language". Named after the Angles , one of the Germanic tribes that migrated to the area of Britain that would later take their name, England , English is the third most spoken native language in the world, after Standard Chinese and Spanish . [10] It is...