Have I taken myself for granted? When was the last time, I did something to make myself happy. Why am I always filled with guilt when I fulfill my wishes? Life always gives you options and your choice depends on your priorities. Why was I never a priority for anyone, even for myself? I have never really thought about it. But after all these years I feel empty and lonely. Its like I have given my soul to my relationships and now I am all desolated. Its all my fault. I never broke down before anybody and now no one expects me too. Some people become more weak when I break down and some display wrath at my helpless situation. I have no one who would hug me and say that no matter how things end , I need to be happy. I have always prioritized relations and their needs. I have come a long way trying to make everyone happy. Yet I feel futile and long for the things I left behind. I long for the "Old me" more than anything else. I feel I have nothing original left in me. I am ...